How It Hurts To Smile, by Commit Suicide

How It Hurts To Smile

by Commit Suicide

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1.	Rays Of Light In The Dark 10:51	buy track
2.	Alice In My Veins 09:00	buy track
3.	As Winter Depression Sets In 04:00	buy track
4.	And I Love Her (Beatles Cover) 03:30	buy track
5.	Constant Reminders Of Oppression 07:45	buy track
6.	Disconsolation 06:37	buy track
7.	How Do I Know You...Maybe From Your Dreams 06:19	buy track
8.	How It Hurts To Smile 07:36	buy track
9.	A Journey Through Pain And Darkness 05:22	buy track
10.	Last Letter 03:44	buy track
11.	Paintings Of Human Failure 03:00	buy track
12.	Years Of Torment 05:31	buy track
13.	Hiraeth (Demo Version) 06:59	buy track
14.	The Time In Which Your Suicide Occurs (This Will Not End Well) 05:10	buy track

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2014 Original Digital Release.

© 2014-2018 All rights reserved by Commit Suicide & Dethbridge Records.

All music recorded between 2012-2014 and remixed and mastered by Dethbridge Records in 2018.

Lord Dagor (Desi Wood) - Guitars, Keys, Vocals, Drums, Production & Programming, Mix & Mastering, Graphic Design & Photography

Serpent Draconis - Lead Vocals, Photography

Drums for track 13 (Hiraeth Demo Version) written, performed & recorded by Serpent Draconis.

Lyrics for track 6 (Disconsolation) written by Lord Sorrow of Abceassed.

Track 2 (Alice In My Veins) Dedicated to Alice Ehrler

Track 6 (Disconsolation) Dedicated to Lord Sorrow of Abceassed

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released June 14, 2014

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Commit Suicide Lethbridge, Alberta

Commit Suicide is Canadian Depressive Black Metal (early), Blackgaze/Shoegaze (later), founded in 2008 by Lord Dagor.

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